Friday, April 5, 2013

භාවනාවට කොහිදෝ බාධා නැත්තේ.



මා ලියු කෙටි කතාවක් (1)
භාවනාවට කොහිදෝ බාධා නැත්තේ.

jhiska wjqreoq yeg follajQ ckodi wo;a w,qhu ld,fhaoS isoqjQ widrA:ljQ Ndjkd wNHdifhka  miq tu  lghq;a; fjkqfjka fhdod .;a mqgqfjs je;srS isgsfha i;=gska fkdfjs' Tyqf.a lkiai,a,g uQ,sl fya;=j jQfha mqrd jirla uq,q,af,a mgka ;uka jsiska .;a m%h;akh ;ju;a m, fkdoerSuh' fldf;la wNHdi l,;a fudfyd;l fyda iudOshla ,ඟා  lr.ekSug Tyq iu;a jQfha ke;' ke;fyd;a Ndjkd fmd;a j, jsia;r lr we;s wdldrhg idrA:l Ndjkdjlදී  my, jsh hq;= wx. ,CIK lsisjla Tyq oqgqfj fyda w;ajskafoa ke;' oekg ;sfnk m%Yak j,g wu;rj w,q;ska Ndjkd m%Yakhla ;ud jsiska T,qjg oud .;af;ao hk ielh Tyq ;=, we;sjsh' f.or lsisjl= iu. fuu ldrKh .ek ckodig l:d l, fkdyelafla Tyq Ndjkd lf,a f.orgo fydfrka nejskah'

  l<ukdlrejl= jYfhka /lshdj l, Tyq ;u ;u rdcldrs cSjs;fha jevs jYfhkau  ;SrK .kafkl+ f,iska lghq;= lsrSu lf,ah' id.rhla n|q l,ukdlrk jsYhfhka woyia jkafka  yrsfoa yrshg lsrSu nj ixCIsma;j ksrAjpkh l, Tyq yrs foh jeroshg lsrSug;a jeros foh yrshg lsrSug;a m%;sfCIm lf,a th l,ukdlrKh fkdjk ksidhhs lshuskah' l,ukdlrkh ms,sn|j uQ,sl WmdOshla fukau mYapd;a WmdOshlao ysus ckodi  tu wOHdmkh u.ska  ,nd.;a ngysr wdlD;suh oekqu ;=,ska fuf;la l,la weoyQ uQ,Orauh jQfha  ksis ie,eiaula lemjSfuka hqla;j l%shd;aul lf,a kus TSkEu ldhH_hla bgq lr.; yels njh' Tyqf.a u;hg wkqj ie,eiau m, oerSug wjYH idOlh jkafka b,lalh m%dfhda.sl  tllajSu muks' idudkH mqoa.,hl=g jrlg tla lghq;a;la mukla l, yels Wjo l,ukdlrKh okakd oCIfhl=g tljr lghq;= lsysmhlau l< yelshhs Uyq ;joqrg;a jsYajdi lf,ah' ta nj ;u i.hkag Tmamq lsrSug ;ud bosrsmsg jdvsjS ;u wjYH;djh mjikakl=f.a l:djg ijka fok .ukau ,sms f.dkqjl igyklao lf,ah' ke;akus oqrl:k weu;=ula .eKSug W;aidy lf,ah' tfiau ijka oSu ksu fjkjd;a iu.u wjYH ms,s;=ro oqkafkah' iuyre Tyqf.a fuu phH_dj w.h lf,a th ksje/os ld, l,ukdlrkhg wdorAYhla  hhs mjiusks' tfy;a jevsfokd Tyqj jsවේpkh lf,a ;u .eg,qjg ksis mrsos ijka oqkafka ke; hhs mjiuskah' ckodi isgsfha m,uq me;af;ah' usksfil=g tljr lghq;= lsysmhlau uekjska l, yelsh hk u;h Tyq jsYajdi lf,ah' ;jo jev lghq;= j,ska msrss ffoksl rdcldrs cSjs;hla .; lsrSug fukau tajd blaukska bjr lsrSugo Tyq uy;a leue;a;la oelajSh' ,nd .kakd jegqm fuka fo.=khla jev lsrSu ;=,ska iy l,ukdlrkh ms,sn| ;ud ;=, we;s ksrAjpkhg wkqj rdcldrs lghq;= lsrSfuka ;ukaf.a ldhH_idOkh jraOkh jk njgjQ ngysr l,ukdlrk kHdh m%Yak lsrSulska f;drj weoyQ ckodi th tf,iu l%shd;aul lf,ah' tu.ska ;ud wka whf.a BraYshdjg ,lajSug wu;rj Tjqkaf.a hgsW.=,a j,g yiqjS lrorhg m;ajk nj fkdoekSug ;rම් f,dal iajNdjය  fkdokakd fmdf;a .=frla jsh'

;ud fukau jir ;sylg wOsl fiajd ld,hla imqrd we;s Tyqf.a tla i.fhlajQ jsmq,fiak mejiqවේ  f,dalh iu. වේ.fhka hkjd fjkqjg  hම් oskloS tl ;ekl kej;S ys| f,dalh .uka lrk wdldrh ksrSCIkh lsrSug ckodig bvla ,enqfkd;a bka Tyqg uy;a m%:s:,hla ,efnkq we;s njh' f,dalh iEoS we;af;a th iu. .uka lrkakdg hym; ie,isug usi f,dalfhka bj;ajS th krUkakdf.a hym; ie,isug i|yd fkdjk nj Bg ms,s;=re jYfhka ckodi lSjo m%ikak fmkqula we;s mqoa.,hl=jQ jsmq,fiakf.a wOsm;sjdoS fkdjk tfy;a meyeoe,s Wච්pdrkhg Tyq b; is;ska .re lf,ah' ckodif.a jsmq,fiak iu. mj;sk  wdY%h ldhH_, i.hl= yd mj;sk idudkH rdcldrsuh weiqrlg jvd by, .sh m%sh ukdm tllau jsh' ish,q iem iම්m;ska msrs mdrම්mrsl W;am;a;shlg ysuslම් oerej;a tfy;a ir, osjs fmj;la .; lrK jsmq,fiak jekakkag f,dalfhka bj;ajS th kerUSug lsisoq ndOdjla ke;s nj ckodi fyd¢kau okS' tjeks cSjk uට්gul udo isgsfha kම් iuyrjsg ;udo  jsmq,fiak jekakkag jvd fyd¢ka tl ;ekl ys| f,dalh .uka lrk wdldrh ksrSCIkh lsrSug ;e;a lrKq we;ehs Tyqg ;joqrg;a is;sk' tfy;a ksoyia wOHdmkfha msysfgka cSjs;h ch.;a   ckodig we;af;a ;ud jsiska jsjsO ndOd lම්lg,q ch .eKSfuka wk;=rej ;u W;aidyfhkau f.dvkxjd .;a wdrA:sl iy iudc mrsirhla muks' tfy;a Tyq iajNdjfhkau lmgsfhl= fkdjQ ksid  wdrA:sl iy iudc ndOd lම්lg,q ch .eKSu fjkqfjka jsYaj jsoHd,fhaoS we;s lr .;a ;u wdorh lem lf,a ke;'
  
l,ukdlrK kHdh;a tys m%dfhda.sl mrsph;a w;r meyeos,s fjkila we;s nj ckodig mila lr fouska wjidkfhaoS hgs W.=,a ch .;af;ah' ;uන් fuf;la l,la ia:sr fohla hhs is;d isgs ?lshdj j;=frA mdjqk fmk nqnq,la nsf|kakdla fuka CIKslj wysusjsh' kej; /;shdj ,efnk ;=re f.org fldgqj isgsS Tyqg ke;sjQfha jegqm iy iudc ;;ajh mukla fkdවේ' lsrSug jevla fkd;snSu Tyq ,o f,dl=u oXqju jsh' tu fojeks oXqjuska usoSu i|yd l, hq;af;a l=ulao hkak f;dard බේrd .ekSug ksfrd;=reju Tyq oi wf;a l,amkd lf,ah' jeo.;a lreK jkafka ;u is; mYapd;a;dmfhka f;drj ;nd .eKSu nj Tyq mila lr .;af;ah' tfia miq;ejs,a,g m;ajQjka lrd blaukskau w,i nj iy ffjrh meusfkk nj;a ta iu.u f,v frda. meusfkk njත්  Tyq tjekakka iu. l, l;dnia j,ska ලද w;aoelSfuka okS' f,v frda." fnfy;a" idhk"  fodia;r" biamsrs;d, wdosh iu. fldgqjS ;u bosrs ජිවිත ld,h .; lsrSug ckodig Wkkaoqjla fyda wjYH;djhla ke;' ;ukaf.a frda.h ms,sn|j ;ukau jsfYai{hkaj isgsk iuld,Sk us;=rka fndfyduhla uqk .eiS ,o kSri w;aoelSම් Tyqg we;' Tjqka l:d lrkafku f,v frda. iy tajdg .kakd jsjsO m%;sldr .eku muks' we;af;kau mekfvda,a fm;a;g jevs fT!YO kduhla .ek Tyq ;ju w;aoelSfuka okafka ke;s w;r tu fkdoekqj;alu bosrshgo tmrsoafokau mj;ajdf.k hdug Tyq yrsu leu;sh' ;u iuyr i.hka lrkakdla fuka wvshla .id ysf;a we;s nr ieye,a,q lsrSugo Tyq ;=, leue;a;la ke;af;a ljo;a u;amekska miq Tyqg i;=gla fkd,enqk nejska mqreoaola f,iska u;ameka fkdnsව් ksidh' wer;a oeka tu mqreoao kej; we;s lr .ekSug flට්gq fmdleට්gqj bv fokafkao ke;' biair kම්  /lshdj iy ta wdY%s; udra. j,ska fmdleට්gqj msrek;a oeka thg uqo,a tkafka nsrs| ifydaorshka fofokd iy ,ne¢ us;=frl=jQ Orafu jsiska ksrka;rfhkau isoq lrk mrs;Hd. j,skah' w,q;ska /lshdjla fidhd kj wdodhම්  udra.hla jsjD; lr .ekSug  ndOdjlajS mj;skafka ;ud l, /lshdj නැවත භාර ගැනීම  i|yd l=uk fyda wjia:djl blauka le|jSula ,efn;ehs Tyq ;=, we;s n,dfmdfrd;a;=jh'

yosisfhau kej; jrla gjqමේoS jsmq,fiak oqgq ckodi m,uqj is;=වේ  wka i.hka oqgqjsgoS l,ska l,dla fuka Tyqjo u.yer hdugh' ;uka m;a jsm; .ek Tjqka i;=gq jkq we;ehs Tyqg is;S ;snsk' fndfyda us;=rkag wjYHj ;snqfka oeka Tyq ;u cSjsldj mj;ajdf.k hkafka flfiao hkak oek.ekSugh' tnejska fyf;u mqreoaola f,iska us;=rka u.yerSu lf,ah' tfy;a fujr tfia lsrSug fmr jsmq,fiak ckodij oqgq nejska u.yer hdu m%dfhda.slj l, fkdyelalla ksid ;j;a tla wm%ikak w;aoelSula js¢kq yer lsrSug fjk hula fkdue;s nj jgyd.;a Tyq th js£ug iQodkම් jsh' wka i.hka fuka ckodigjQ isoqjQ jsm; ms,sn|j lsisjla fya l:d fkdlf,ah' tfy;a uqj mqrd we;s ,ne¢ iskyj ckodi m;a jsm; .ek ish,q f;dr;=re okakd nj mila lf,ah' l,ska w;a fkdjs¢ jsfjslh oeka ,enS ;snSu .ek i;=gq jsh hq;= hhs mejiQ Tyq ;ud w; ;snQ fkdief,k uki kම් jQ mrsjra;k fmd; c odi b,a,kafka ke;sju lshjSu i|yd oqkafkah'  jsmq,fiakf.a wl=gs,jQo wOsm;sjdoS fkdjQo Wච්pdrkh ckodi ;=, udkisl iykhla fukau fmd; lshjSu flfrys Wkkaoqjla we;s lf,ah' w;g m;a yeu fohlau lshjk mqreoao ;ju;a neyer fkdl, wfhla nejska ckodi  f.or meusks js.i tu fmd; fmd; lshjSug mgka .;af;ah' f,dalh iu. වේ.fhka .uka lrK iEu wfhl=gu wjidkfhaoS w;a js¢kakg isoqjkafka oqlla usi iekis,a,la fkdjk nj b;d losug jsia;r lr we;s fmd; ckodi ;=, iekis,a,la we;s lsrSug iu;ajsh' jsmq,fiak uqk .eiSu ckodif.a jsh,s we,auerek cSjs;hg  ,o uy;a iykhla jsh'

jsmq,fiak ckodi ;=, oe,ajQ Orauh ms,sn| lshjSමේ  we,au kම්jQ .sks mqmqr uyd .sksue,hla njg m;ajQfha  ydialulska fukah' l%ufhka Orauh lshjSu ms,sn|j fmd;a .=,af,l=jQ Tyq isxyf,ka m,jS we;s ish,qu fn!oaO fmd; m; jdf.a lshjSh' ;u flට්gq miqම්nsh bv fok mrsos we;eම්  tajd us,oS .;af;ah' md,s fkdokakd ksid md,s mdG j,ska lshfjk wra: kshu wkaouska .%ykh fkdjSu .ek jsiafidam jsh' nqoqka je£fusoS fhp nqoaOd w;S;dp hkq oSmxlr nqoqka jykafia mgka ldYHm nqoqrPqka olajdjQ ish,q nqoq jrhka isysm;a lrK nj i,ld .;a Tyq fhp nqoaOd wkd.;d hkq u;= oskloS nqoqjk ffu;S% nqoqka njo f;areම්  .;s' oeka m%Yakh jQfha mච්pqmkakdp fh nqoaOd hkak f;areus .eKSuh' oeka ;uka  j¢kafka f.!;u nqoqka jykafiag nejska mච්pqmkakdp fh nqoaOd hkq f.!;u nqoqka jykafia wu;k fjk;a kula fkdjk ksid tkuska kuska j¢kafka ldgo hkak Tyqg .eg,qjla jQfha oyම් සහ  iඟුන්  je£මේoSo mච්pqmkakdp hk moh oelafjk ksidh'  f;rejka je£fusoS lshjQ .d:d j, f;areu fijSමේoS Tyqgu mila jQfha fu;rම්  ir, fohlaj;a fkdokakd ;ud fofla mx;sfha nQoaOd.u mjd yrshg fkdokakd wfhl= njh' tnejska tjeks ir, m%Yakhla NsCIQka jykafia kulf.ka weish fkdyel' tfiau th ;u i.hl=f.kao weish fkdyel' tu mekfhkau Tjqka ;udj jsys,qjlg .eKSug bv we;' wer;a Tyq okakd NsCIQka jykafia,d iu. Tyq l:d lr we;af;a mxif,a bvu fudagrA r: foaYmd,kh jeks m%Yak jskd oyම්  .eg,q ms,sn|j fkdවේ' oyම්  .eg,q idlච්Pdjg Wps; wfhla ,  md;l isgsfhao ke;' tnejska ;reK jsfhaoS ;ksju bx.%Sis W.;a wdldrh isysm;a l, Tyq ta wkaouskau ;ksju OrAuho W.; hq;=h hk u;fha  ;rfha t,an .;s'

ikak iy ksOdk l:dj iys; Oම්u moh Tyqf.a is;a .;a fmd;la jsh' Tyq Oම්u moh mukla fkdj nhsn,h iy l=rdkho lshjSh' jsjsO Ndjkd l%uo lshjQ nj Tyqg u;lh' wYag f,dal Orau  pl%h .ek ksis wjfndaOhla ,enqfka oekah' ,dN" hii" lSra;sh" iem" hk ia:dk j,oSo mqoa.,hka we;af;kau js¢kafka oqlla nj wjfndaO Wfka oekah'  l,ska ;snqfka mqoa.,hka oqla js¢kafka  w,dN" whi" kskaod" oqla"  hk  ia:dk j,oS njgjQ hම්;uska ,o oekqula muks' Orauh ms,sn|jQ lshjSfuka ,o oekquska muklau iekis,a, ,d fkdjk nj mila l, Tyq tu oekqu ,lr .ekSfuka wk;=rej ;j;a hula lsrSug we;s nj f;areම්  .;s' jsmq,fiak iekis,a, w;a js¢kafka iem iම්m;a j,ska wdvHjSu ksid fkdj Orauh .ekjQ meyeoSu fyda fjk hula ksid nj m%;HCI l, fya fkdwkqudkju Tyq lshjSfuka mukla fkdkej;S Ndjkd lsrSu ;=,ska tu iekis,a, Wod lr f.k we;s nj wjfndaO lr.;af;ah' ;ulao Ndjkd lsrSu werUsh hq;=h hkak is;g wd nejska Wm;skau fn!oaOhl=jQ ;ud we;af;kau fn!oaOhl= jS we;af;a oeka hhs Tyqg jegyqks'


oeka ckodif.a wjYH;djho Ndjkd lsrSu werUSuh' th lrkafka flfiao hkak okafka ke;s Wk;a wka whf.a jsmrම්  weig nsfhka t,smsg Ndjkd lsrSug leue;a;la tkම්  Ndjkd mx;s j,g hdug wdYdjla Tyq ;=, fkdjSh' Ndjkd lrkafka m%Yak j,ska fmf,k wh njg we;s ckm%sh f,an,h ;udgo we,fjshhs nhla Tyq ;=, ;snsන ' tnejska ;uka YsIH cSjs;fhaoS wkq.ukh l,dla fuka fu;ekoS;a iaj- wOHkh flfrys jsYajdih ;enQ Tyq  fmd; m; weiqrska   ;ksju Ndjkd lsrsu flfrys fhduq jsh' ckodig u;la jQfha jsfoHdoh jsYaj jsoHd,fha iqux., Yd,dවේ  ys| ;uka ;ksju bx.%Sis bf.k .;a wkaouh' uq,a ld,fhaoS Tyq lf,a m,uqj Yබ්ofldaYh f.k bka miq wod, fmd; fidhd th isxy,g fmr,Suh' bx.%Sis jHdlrk ms,sn|jjQ wkjfndOh fld;rම්o jso h;a I was told  hkak isxyf,ka ,shd .;af;a ug lshqjd hk lrau ldrl iajrEmfhka fkdj ud lshqjd hkafkks' tu wdrම්Nl .eg,q j,g fkdnshj uqyqkoS tajd l%ufhka bj;a lr.;a Tyq fmd;a j, we;s bx.%Sis igyka isxy,g fmr,Su kj;d igyka bx.S%isfhkau ,sjSu werTQ wkaouo miqj bx.%Sis udOHfhka mYapd;a WmdOshla lsrSug yels ;rugu bx.%Sis oekqu jraOkh lr .;a wdldrh isysm;a lf,ah' tu wkaougu fmdf;a jsia;r lr we;s wkaoug Ndjkd lsrSu werTqj;a iaj- wOHkh ms,sn|j Tyqf.a ;sia jirl m,mqreoao Ndjkd wNHdifhaoS kus ksis mrsos m, oerefjs ke;' fldf;la wNHdi l,;a fudfyd;l fyda iudOshla ,ඟා  lr.ekSug Tyq iu;a jQfha ke;' ke;fyd;a Ndjkd fmd;a j, jsia;r lr we;s wdldrhg idrA:l Ndjkdjlදී  my, jsh hq;= wx. ,CIK lsisjla Tyq oqgqfj fyda w;ajskafoa ke;'

 WoEik wdydrfhka miqj biaf;damamqfjs wejsosuska Tyq ms,s.;af;a fujr ;udg hම්  jrola isoqjQ njh' jro isoq Wfka fld;ekloSo hkak fidhd .; hq;=h' fujro wka whf.ka Wmfoia ,enSula wkjYH hhs is;+ Tyq th ;uka jsiskau jsi¢h hq;a;la hhs is;+ nejska   l,amkd lf,a ;ukag jeroqfka fld;ko hkakh' tnejska ckodi ;uka l, ldhH_hka kej; wkq ms,sfj,ska wdjraPkh lf,ah' f.or ish,q foku ;u ;ukaf.a ffoksl lghq;= msksi ksjiska neyerj isgsh nejska Tyqf.a fuu l,amkdjg ndOd lsrSug ksisfjla isgsfha ke;' uo iS; iq,.la yd;amiska yud hk ksid mrsirho hym;ah' wjg mrsirho ksoyia l,amkdjlg Woව්  lrhs' wjg f.j,a ;sfnkafka ;rula wE;ska ksid;a tu f.j,ao lrdnq idoslald iy .ම්usrsia wdos .ia fld,ka w;r ie.jS we;s ksid;a Tyqf.a l,amkdj,g ndOd lsrSug iuf;la wi,l isgsfha ke;' 

  Tyq m,uqj wd.ම්  ms,sn|j iy Ndjkd wNHdihka ms,sn|jQ m; fmd; lshjd wjYH oekqu Wlyd .;a wdldrh ms,sn|j wdjraPkh lf,ah' tys jrola olakg ke;' bkaoSh fhda. l%u iy l=xv,KS wNHdi lshjSug rij;a Wj;a th ;ksju l, yels fohla fkdfjs hhs is;=k nejska b;d blaukska m%hdu wNHdi mfil ;enQ wdldrh Tyqg u;lh' ;j;a m%Yakhla jQfha uyd n%yauf.a uejSu ms,sn|j Tyq ;=, .eg,qjla we;sjSuh' f,dalh hම්  jsfYaI yelshdjla we;a;l= jsiska ksrAudkh flrsk ke;akම්  uejSula isoq jsh hkak Tyqg .eg,qjla jQfha th we;a; kම්  tu ksraudkh l, තැනැත්තා  m,uqj ksraudkh lf,a ljqo hkakg ms,s;=rla tu fmd;a j,ska fkd,enqk ksidh' flfia Wj;a os.ska os.gu Njhka w;r iersirk fkdfnosh yels wd;au ixl,amh iy mqkre;am;a;sh Tyqf.a is;a .;af;ah'



 Tyq wjidkfhaoS k;r jQfha fn!oaO Ndjkd ;=,h' ksrAudkhla fyda ksrAudmlfhla ke;s fn!oaO Ndjkd Tyqf.a is;a .;af;ah' th ksrjq,ah' uq,oS Tyqg .eg,qjla jQfha wkd;au ixl,amhhs' fmd;a m;a lshjSfuka iy tu lrekq iajhx jsurAYkhg Ndck lsrSfuka miq wjidkfhaoS tho ksrdlrkh jQfha nqoq oyfus we;af;a wkd;au ixl,amh fkdj fjkia fjuska mj;sk wd;au ixl,amh iy tu fjkia fjuska mj;sk wd;au ixl,amhg mokusjQ mqkrANjh nj f;areus .ekSfuka miqjh' iu: iy jsoraYKd Ndjkd lshjQ Tyq m,uqj iu: Ndjkd ;=,ska ;u jHdhduh wdrම්N lsrSug is;= wkaouo isysm;a lf,ah' Tyq iu: Ndjkd j,g leue;a;la oelajQfha th jvd;a myiq nj jegyqk fyhskah' Ndjkdjka jsia;r lr we;s fmd;ska iu: Ndjkd .ek we;s lugyka j,ska Tyq f;`rd .;af;a wdf,`l liskhhs' th ir,h' lugyka wruqk jYfhka iEu jsgu oe,afjuska ;sfnk rEmjdysksfha r;= mdg n,anh mdjsච්ps l, yel' tjsg f.or ish,q fokdgu fydfrka wNHdi l, yel' ish,a, ie,iqම් l, wdldrfhkau isoq jsh' Wfoa mdkaorska wjojQ Tyq fyuska iSreවේu id,fha rEmjdysksh bosrs msg we;s mqreoq wiqfka ys| wdf,`l liskh msrSug mgka .;af;ah' fldf;la wNHdi l,;a fudfyd;l fyda iudOshla ,ඟා  lr.ekSug Tyq iu;a jQfha ke;' ke;fyd;a Ndjkd fmd;a j, jsia;r lr we;s wdldrhg idrA:l Ndjkdjlදී  my, jsh hq;= wx. ,CIK lsisjla Tyq oqgqවේ  fyda w;ajskafoa ke;' l=ula l, hq;=o hkak oeka ckodif.a is;g jo fok m%Yaakhls' oekg ;sfnk m%Yak j,g wu;rj w,q;ska Ndjkd m%Yakhla ;ud jsiska T,qjg oud .;af;ao hk ielh Tyq ;=, we;sjsh' f.or lsisjl= iu. fyda fuu ldrKh .ek ckodig l:d l, fkdyelafla Tyq Ndjkd lf,a f.orgo fydfrka nejskah'



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